There’s been an immense weight on my chest and shoulders lately and it’s becoming to much to handle. There is way to many variables that I have no control over and it bugs me. Even though I’ve been this down road a million times and know what I’m doing, most everyone still pushes what I say away and does what they want. I really hope they start to understand why I do the things I do and say the things I say before something detrimental happens. Ya this might be fun and games to you, and yes playing music I’ve written for kids every night is a dream come true, this is a business. At least to me it is. I have almost ten grand invested in this band so we can be something bigger than anyone of us is, and all you do is blow me off like I have no idea what I’m saying. Be grateful? How about you become grateful for what you’ve literally been handed and what some of us have worked our asses off for. Be humble? It takes every ounce of my being to not say half the things I want to say, and the other half to not walk away from what I’ve been praised for because of you. Appreciate others? That’s a lesson you could learn as well. Especially when you’ve been handed the keys to a kingdom you had to do little for. And don’t complain? I have plenty reasons to complain. This means more to me than any of you will ever know, and I’ve given up more than you could even imagine just to do this with my life.
So how about you take a step back and realize that I am humble, grateful an appreciative. But when I build a castle and try to form a kingdom around it and you walk in as an unknown knight and try and run shit, I’m not going to take anything lightly.
Tread lightly.
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